The feels shgfjhasdf

I finished Allegiant ! To be honest, there are some parts of the book that made me want to rip the character's throat out but I am not that disappointed with the book.

If you haven't read the book. There may have contains spoiler here. You have to admit it that Veronica Roth has guts to kill off one of the important characters. There are many people who complains about why did Veronica had to kill off Uriah. I think what she wanted to do was to give Tobias a sense of grief, to make him realise that sometimes don't let your anger cloud your judgement. He was angry and he made a wrong choice. He ignore advices gave by Tris and suffer the consequences.

Despite how long the relationship has been going on and how much shit Tris and Tobias go through, you might think that they will be more trusting of each other. But nooo, they fight about different opinions like seriously can you sit the hell down and discuss this problem.

The storyline just gets more complicated with its Genetically Pures and damaged but this explains how some people are exactly the way their factions are. There are disappointments in the book but I think what people focus most of their anger on is the fact that she killed off Tris. (SPOILER. SORRY.) You have to give her the benefit of doubt. I for one absolutely understand the reason why Tris did what she did because she loved her brother and she doesn't want her brother to sacrifice himself so he could receive forgiveness from her. "Abnegation have teachings about this, you know. About when to let others sacrifice themselves for you, even if it's selfish. They say that if the sacrifice is the ultimate way for that person to show you that they love you, you should let them do it. " I think this line said by Tobias was what made Tris did what she did.

You would think Tobias will bloody grow up and learn from his mistakes but no, he just keep committing stuff without thinking about it thoroughly like seriously can you not do that ?!

The book had pissed me off and made me cry. I still can't figure out whether it is a good book or not but it had definitely made me sad.   I can't really pinpoint what make me angry about the book so this post looks like it is more of a compliment for the book. Hah, sorry :/

Legend of Korra: Book 2: Spirits just ended like on Saturday ? I just finish watching it today so yeah. I AM STILL CONSUME OVER THE FEELS THEY GAVE ME AND IT HAS BEEN ALMOST 12 HOURS AND I STILL HAVE SO MUCH FEELS.

Jinora was so brave and just so perfect. I am absolutely love her character. Can I get more of her screen time in Book 3 ?! The writers should seriously stop giving Asami so much grief like what the hell no stop. I don't know what to say about Mako, like seriously, he is being such a class A dick. I think he is kind of a huge douche so yeah. (sorry but not sorry.)  I am honestly so glad Makorra is over, I am not sure others are feeling the same way as I am but I think Korra needs to get herself away from the love drama and grow as a person.

What I absolutely loved about the finale is that Korra finally look at herself as Korra and not Avatar Korra. She let the Avatar title get to her head last time and when she realise that being an Avatar is not all she is, she grow as a character. Korra who for her whole life dream of being a good Avatar, use her own spirit powers to save the world. I thought that was good. And the fact that Korra actually takes her time to think things through. In the past she will always be rash and crazy but in the end she realise that maybe closing the spirit portal is a bad idea and actually think it through. I am just so proud ajgajkfhgkjdsh

I think the scene that really show Korra's character development was the part when she immediately said sorry to Desna and Eska about Unalaq. Instead of celebrating, she apologize to them for not being able to save him. She genuinely felt guilty for not saving Unalaq.

Korra  accepted that she was in an unhealthy relationship and broke it off. THAT TOOK SOME SERIOUS GUTS OKAY ?! Korra really likes Mako and to let it go just made me super proud of her.If Korra kept pressing on about their relationship, they will only end up hurting each other. Korra needs time to grow up even more and being in such an unstable relationship will just affect her.  And Tenzin ! He also realise that it is not his job to complete his father's legacy. All Aang wanted was Tenzin to be Tenzin but Tenzin misunderstood but the finale really make Tenzin became more clear of his destiny and help Korra in her destiny too.

I have deep respect for Asami. Like seriously. With all the shit going on with her life, she pushed everything away to help Korra, to help the world. Just wow. Big applause man. I really do hope she gets a happy ending...

The ending was good. I was really pissed at the beginning of the Book 2 but I am pleased by the ending. I ended up shouting very loudly when Vaatu was attacking Raava and all the past Avatar's connection disappear. I think I even cried. I really don't know whether I can hold off till Book 3. I need it now lkfjlaskjgif

Seriously though, am I the only one who thought of Shingeki no Kyojin when Vaatu and Korra as fighting in giant form ?

My writing is horrible in this post. Oh my god. What happen to me ? Anyway, I am rewatching Young Justice again just so I can cry even more. ( hahaha what am I doing to myself )

I will end here before I blind you with my horribleness.